This picture is a little fantasy that sometime drifts across my inner mind's eye! It doesn't mean I have any deep desires to actually be a woman....I am too fond of my in-between, quasi, mid sexual status to want that. There are moments though, when I imagine myself physically female and the sensations and emotions that would come from have a totally female body. The problem is that I am still thinking with my androgynously sexual mind, so the ideas will always be subjectively imperfect. It is too self-adoring and I can imagine myself looking down between my legs at a smooth mons veneris pubis and exploring with sticky fingers... as if I was outside my body.... when in truth what I am curious about and would prefer......is for a short space of time to genuinely sense that wholeness of being a female entity.... in total and to feel the reaction I might create in another person.
Or maybe I'm just a little too hot and mad and should stop playing with photo shop and go and make some supper!